I'VE HIT THE WALL.

I'm trying to do this stupid uni work but the trouble is IT'S TOO DAMN HARD. And I can't do it and I'm just winding myself up more and more. It's silly. I should just relax, take a minute, calm down. I'm trying to take a break but all I feel is frustrated that I'm not being productive. As per usual I'm being ridiculous about the situation, like I am with every bloody situation ever. Looming deadlines turn me into a psycho. I don't want to be a rambling fool. But I am, that's what I'm doing right now.

Bloody hell.

Anyone else at uni feel the same, or is it just me going bloody insane?

I can't wait til it's all done. I'm going to get a sewing table. I know the exact table I want. I know exactly where I'm going go put it. But I can't have it until I've finished uni because I'm not allowed hobbies until I've finished uni because I have too much stupid work to do. And I have a week off work, but all I'm allowed to do is uni work until next weekend which is my birthday.

I feel sick.

I have a headache.

I hate being so negative.